Gah I didn’t actually ask him today because the one time we were together, there were a zillion other people in the group and I didn’t want to ask just him because then everything would be super obvious but at the same time, I didn’t want to ask everyone to come because I just want it to  be us two ajfd;aljf;lsafjs so annoying urgh GOTTA BE BRAVE AND JUST DO IT JUST DO IT

why do our paths never cross -_-

WHY DONT YOU EVER TALK TO ME FIRST 

wah i sound so desperate 

i refuse to let this infatuation turn into liking

at least not now

i’m way too head over heels, sigh