To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power. Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never, to forget.
Memories are what warm you up from the inside. But they’re also what tear you apart.
- Fact: The human brain makes you see yourself as 5 times more beautiful than you really are.
- Me: Well fuck.
I just really like how he seems so normal but he has the most interesting little quirks and habits. How he chews on a toothpick (or plastic lolol) whenever he’s playing a basketball game, how he has two middle names and his friends call him Walt, how he does that awkward handshake with his left hand and he hits the back of people’s hands for a high five, how he volunteer to coach kids in basketball, how he has a zillion pets.
Wait lol I’m just imagining (daydreaming actually) about meeting his pets heheheh but omg then I would have to come home and literally wash all my clothes and shower right away since dad’s allergic to fur HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA oh goodness xD
Ugh dad better not tell my whole entire family and the whole world about my first “date” thing because then everyone will make a big deal.
STOP THIS MELISSA
STOP FALLING IN LOVE WITH THE IDEA OF LOVE OK THIS IS JUST AWFUL ALFJSLKDFJDLKFJ
But I was super happy last night because Justin and I talked over the phone and I told him all about the date and everything and he gave me advice and all is well :))))))
I don’t know what I’d do without David and Justin. Honestly. I can be paranoid and cry about stuff with my girl friends, but my guy friends calm me down and put things in perspective more. LOL